I had a wish, but this wish is not actually my birthday wish but to someone I know or shall I say someone I had once hold very dear. Its 'her' birthday on the 16th of June, to what I am holding on is a letter of... Well a message of something I still kept till now and I wish to say to her during her birthday in the 16th of June. I am not brave enough to face her not because I am afraid of her or what I did, it is just that she herself are not wanting to cause any hurt feelings ever since we fall apart.
I still think of her like a stain that will not vanish through any cleansing ingredients. The feeling of whether this 'care' or 'memories' which still stays... When or will it ever go away? All I ever wish is that she is very happy with her current condition with her new reknown guy, not to forget that her feelings throughwards the guy has not been a 100% pure "yet". - (that is what she personally said.) Pure as in true love, "will he gave her the world?" That is one of the question that still lingers in her mind till now.
"I wish you were well, ever since I knew you were not as healthy like a normal person do but trust me I do know how you loved me once, but the question is why do you reject when I do ask you to love me again? I know now... It is 'TIME' you were talking about. Yes it is my fault I use all the time in my important needs as in more to education than you."
Mum always thought me... Learn hard to earn a good future, love comes second when you are ready. That's what I did, I had accomplished more then anything I wished for from god, but the ones I were missing dear now is you. Well... the only thing I can do now is to wish for your happiness and hope you will read my message that is soon to come and to be hold and read by you.
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